Finding and practicing grace in recovery. Making Amends with no Expectations. A Slow Descent into Madness? June 16, 2015. All day I have been asking myself why I would dream that, when I feel so grounded in my recovery. Do I have underlying stress that I am not consciously aware of? Is my medication not working anymore? Are my crazy peri-menopausal hormones taking over? Nothing has to happen for me to have a bad day.

Writing my way out of drinking. Lessons in clarity and grace. During our first two days in Stockholm, I met a lot of new people. I have not had to do this for a long time. I showed my husband this today. He said that my trip .

Seeing the world through sober eyes. From The Sober Garden xx. Signing off, with gratitude,. 8221; I love her. I think my stoop and.

Dare I say it, I feel like a better me sober. Maybe a less dramatic exciting me, but a better one.

An alternate view of the world. I apple, chopped, peeled and quartered. 1 pear, skinned and chopped. 375 g or 13oz cherries. Place all ingredients into a blender and blend until smooth. This can be diluted to taste with ice and sparkling mineral water. As this is far better than any picture I can conjure up! This contains red grap.

Still tired but not a zombie anymore. I am so tired of thinking about drinking and not drinking. So I try not to think about it. Happy to be back to blogging. Missed it so much! September 5, 2016.

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Wednesday, January 4, 2017. Well, I did two days and then had three glasses of wine last night. This was all before dinner. I had no more wine at dinner, drank milk in fact, had an enjoyable evening, went to bed early and slept pretty well. Got up early this morning, too, to go for a walk. But I still feel disappointed in myself which is an indicator all to itself.